My life in OCD

My OCD is walking outside a korean bbq joint and feeling like I'm gonna die from food poisoning.

I google Salmanela Korean BBQ gonna die because maybe someone has felt what I'm feeling right now, and they have posted something that may comfort me with solidarity.

It's the solitude about it that's so hard. And wanting to find someone, anyone, that just may be able tom make this easier and less painful. But heres the thing.

That person doesn't exist

And they never will.

My journey with it is mine alone. And it's the most alianating thing I've ever experienced.

It takes a champion to be this vulnerable. I'm proud of myself tbh.

for so long I saw this as a battle

but today i am changing that. This is not a batlle. This is me.

And I'm making this dope site.